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:: IDEALIST ::

Free report for: Nuur Ijj'lal

Idealists, as a temperament, are passionately concerned with personal growth and development. Idealists strive to discover who they are and how they can become their best possible self -- always this quest for self-knowledge and self-improvement drives their imagination. And they want to help others make the journey. Idealists are naturally drawn to working with people, and whether in education or counseling, in social services or personnel work, in journalism or the ministry, they are gifted at helping others find their way in life, often inspiring them to grow as individuals and to fulfill their potentials.

Idealists are sure that friendly cooperation is the best way for people to achieve their goals. Conflict and confrontation upset them because they seem to put up angry barriers between people. Idealists dream of creating harmonious, even caring personal relations, and they have a unique talent for helping people get along with each other and work together for the good of all. Such interpersonal harmony might be a romantic ideal, but then Idealists are incurable romantics who prefer to focus on what might be, rather than what is. The real, practical world is only a starting place for Idealists; they believe that life is filled with possibilities waiting to be realized, rich with meanings calling out to be understood. This idea of a mystical or spiritual dimension to life, the "not visible" or the "not yet" that can only be known through intuition or by a leap of faith, is far more important to Idealists than the world of material things.

Highly ethical in their actions, Idealists hold themselves to a strict standard of personal integrity. They must be true to themselves and to others, and they can be quite hard on themselves when they are dishonest, or when they are false or insincere. More often, however, Idealists are the very soul of kindness. Particularly in their personal relationships, Idealists are without question filled with love and good will. They believe in giving of themselves to help others; they cherish a few warm, sensitive friendships; they strive for a special rapport with their children; and in marriage they wish to find a "soulmate," someone with whom they can bond emotionally and spiritually, sharing their deepest feelings and their complex inner worlds.

Idealists are rare, making up between 20 and 25 percent of the population. But their ability to inspire people with their enthusiasm and their idealism has given them influence far beyond their numbers.

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IDEALIST? am i?..
hmm... i hope i am. hehe..
setelah meneliti setiap patah kata yg report tu tulis, i admit, sedikit sebanyak ada persamaannya...
aku seorang yg sentiasa nak tahu macamana sikap and attitude aku.
itu, mmg aku mengaku. kalau buleh, aku mahu tau persepsi sebenar org kat aku. dr situ, aku leh perbaiki kelemahan2 yg aku ada.
sebb jauh di sudut hati aku, aku agak terkilan bila org layan aku dgn berlapik2. mcm... apa yg aku ckp, tu lah yg betul. kkdg aku saje bg mende yg slah, tp mrk ttp mengiya kan. ~_~ i hate dat part.
aku sorang yg sgt menghargai stiap benda or perkara yg berlaku. mmg kkdg aku "tergadah," or, termengeluh ats benda2 yg berlaku.
lama2 aku belajar.. belajar utk menukar masalah menjadi advantage,
bukanke selama ni aku panjatkan doa memohon kesabaran dan kekuatan dlm hidup..? naa.. mcmana aku nk buktikan aku ni sorang yg sabar, kalau aku x dberi ujian.. ye kan?
kite mohon kekekuatan, kite diberi ujian utk belajar bersabar.
kite mohon kasih syg, kite diketemukan dgn org2 yg bermslh utk dibantu..
bgitulah seterusnya..
aku mmg sgt sukakan benda2 yg berunsurkan semngt, motivasi. and inspiring stuff. kelemahan aku is aku sukar utk mencernakan kemabli atau berkongsi sgl apa yg aku baca.. aku blajar.. aku punye mslh dlm komunikasi. yerp. sejak dulu lagi. communication skill aku lemah.
n mere truth.... i hate violents. aku sgt2 menginjak keganasan n sgla benda yg bersangkut paut dgn crulety n kerakusan manusia dlm mengejar kuasa hingga lupa pd tggnjwb kemanusiaan. setiap kebobrokan rasa begitu jelik n jijik pd pdgn mata hati aku. hurm... dunia mkn lama makin pelik. nak asingkan diri sndiri, tuxkan membantu. mana pergi all for one, one for all, wallahualam. sdih kkdg tgk sesama saudara pun bertelagah.
x fhm mcana kkdg org buleh dgn suke hatinya buang anak.. bunuh sana sini.. aku tgk tikus terperangkap kat perangkap pun rasa cam kesian. ni plak nk tgk sekujur tubuh kecil terdampar kat tgh2 padang , dihurung semut??
mungkin dr report tu hy tulis kelebihn2 sorang idealist. kekurangan pulak?
hee.. nak ke aku "bocor"kan kelemahan aku? (oopss.. tersebot bocor plak. ape lah parlimen ni kan aku dah terikut2. ~_~)'
dr sudut kelemahan.. aku buleh kate aku ni moody sket. n self esteem yg berubah2. hehe.. ada masa aku yakin, ada masa aku sgt tak yakin.
org kate, wat goes up, must come down. same hal ke dgn keyakinan diri? aku sorang yg lambat buat kawan.. hmm.. mmg ssh sket kan? aku lbih suke perati dulu... then baru dekati. bagi aku, kawan ni sgt berpengaruh dlm pjlnn hidup aku. untuk dapat kawan yg betul2 kamceng... berani aku kata, aku hy rapat dgn moja n dikna. yg lain, mmg berkawan, tp x dpt rasa mcmana aku rasa bila aku ngan dikna n moja. aku berani kata mereka kwn rapat sbb bile ngan diorang, aku jd diri aku yg sbnar. aku nak gila ke, nak mengong ke.. aku x kesah. n aku tegur diorang pun diorang tak kesah. dgn kwn2 aku yg lain, kkdg aku jd kelu. x dpt nak "masuk" sepenuhnya dgn diorang. mungkin aku je yg cerewet sgt kan? hehe...
haa.. ni lg satu kemahan aku is.... aku ni degil ya ampuuun!! :P
oopss.. alamak.. huajn lah pulak. (eh asal rungut laks. bgslah hujan sejuk sket.!) hehe
ok sini dululah.. byk dah aku membebel kat sini kan..? jumpa lagi... =)


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:: himpunan berita ;p ::


(x sempat2 nak buat!)



selamat hari ibu buat cegu tini.

dr.. adek! ;)


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:: Persoalan terjawab ::


dub dab dub dab.. eeeeeee... tu.. bunyi jantung aku sblum 11 may 2007. hehe... tepat jam 8.15 pg aku buka tenet n klik www.jpa.gov.my

wuhuuu...... result JPA kuar cek Oooii!!


dgn diiringi doa.. aku masukkan kad pengenalan aku....

890328-**-****


sekali cuba. ..


CANNOT FIND SERVER.

basic la tuh. bygkan brape ribu org yg try acces web page tu... kan?


2nd time cuba..

CANNOT FIND SERVER


3rd....

4th....

5th....

(huu seb baik sabar..)


setelah hamper sejam aku cuba..

akhirnya...


KEPUTUSAN PERMOHONAN BIASISWA PROGRAM IJAZAH LUAR NEGARA (PILN) 2007 JABATAN PERKHIDMATAN AWAM


No Kad Pengenalan

Nama Penuh
NUUR IJJ'LAL BT SURANI

Kursus
PERUBATAN

Negara
INTERNATIONAL MEDICAL UNIVERSITY

TAHNIAH


Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa saudara/saudari telah berjaya dipilih dan ditawarkan Biasiswa Persekutuan di bawah Program Ijazah Luar Negara 2007.


satu huruf demi satu huruf, aku baca perlahan2..

alhamdulillah.... ya tuhan..! :)

separuh diri mcm percya. separuh diri tak pecaya.

apapun. syukur sgt.!

from thousand of pepole yg apply plus kene compete ngan bdk2 sbp n mrsm.. huu.. lbih dr syukur.... :) (tgk dh bape muke senyum akub uat daaa;P )


lagi 2 hari hari ibu. i gess ni hadiah hari ibu untuk mama lah...

kalau time reslut spm, hadiah anniversary. hee jimat duit. :P


in 7 yrs time.. adakah impian bergelar Dr Nuur Ijjlal akan menjadi kenyataan? insyaAllah.. =)


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:: gracias... ::


to all does fantastic persons out dere.. yg sudi beri cenderahati. (yg tak bg pun fantastic jgk. yg bg extra fantastic. ;P )

murah rezeki korang. ;)


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:: TraNsformaSi ::



waargghh.. assalamualaikum!! :)

lama dah rasenyer x update blog nieh.

^__^ pe perkembangan terbaru yer..?

haa.. BALEK KAMPONG!!! :D

waahh.. ceria sunngoh hati ni bile dpt jumpe balek ngan fmliy tercenta kat kampong. :)

wan kiyin pun dah sehat sgt nampaknye.

berbeza sgt dpd kali terakhir aku balek kampung.. dlm.. dua bulan yg lalu..

:) syukurr... mudah2han trus dikurniakan nikmat kesihtan. :)

kami makan mcm2. sedapnyer..!!

lepat.. masak lemak cili api, air kelapa.. kopok lekor ganu.. nyam2! :D

aku pi shopping barang utk pg sambong balajr.

waa.. alhamdulillah.. rezeki aku,....

time tu ada sale yg amat gile + harga terbabas.

dpt murah yg amaaaaatt... so, save lah sgt byk dlm beli brg2 keperluan.. klu tak maunye abes beratus2 hingget..! mmg rezeki aku. :)

kat ijok lak.. len criternye.

wak jaji nikah ngan wak su.

and.. masih hangat lg kisah2 psl pilihanraya kat ijok.. ehem.. jgn tatau yer. kpg aku kat selangor tu, mmg kat ijok lah!

fulamaakk.. mmg transformasi tahap dewa lh..

jln depan masjid tu tar cantek kemain. padahal selama nih.. seingat aku lah, sejak... dlm.. 9 thn+ yg lalu, jln tu dok berlopak sampai ikan pun leh idop rasenyer..?

surau wak mokhtar, (pacek aku) dpt peruntukan 50ribu. o_O. mak datok..

family aku kat ijok nih, terbhg kpd dua ler. ada yg pro kerajaan, ada yg pro pembangkang..

yg por pembangkang sume kate.. ape yg brite kate tu mohong semate2. mmg agak jengkel bile dgr ulasan brita yg hampir kpd palsu.

haii.. politik2... mcm2 hal. aku cume memerhati dr jauh.



"TIMBANG2" sedalam2nye.. buat keputusan "SEADIL-ADILNYA" XD,