HaBis SkoLa~~ i just cant beileve dat 2days tha last day!! mama... i dunt wanna be big, ikikikikikiki, still nak jadi baby lagi arr! ahha, xpe,, maybe im physically semakin membesar and matang but i guess, ill always be my familys baby! okey, actually,,, 2day, i was just amazed, about the power of a Card well, its eidul fitr so, as usuall, sent some cards to my friends and family~~ nothing bazzaaar,, but.. i never knew, that a card can change everythinG! mcm2 tindak balas,~ positive ada,, negatif ada i sent to a little gurl~ dat had brought laughter to my life she reacts soo un believable. i was so touched hearing her happy voice, and reaction.. aku bg kt cikgu2 aku gak... i felt.. i felt closer to them! u know what?? sorang cg yg jarang2 sekali nak gurau ngan aku, suddenly, 2 day, she met me, saying thanx for the card.. and she make jokes with me! ErKS. iwass kind a pelik~ startled awhilelah.. but.. hey!! it just felt good. i learnt dat,, mengaku berterima kasih or menghargaai.. belum cukup. we hav to show dat we care bout em. sumtimes, action speaks louder den words! in the other hand, ada jugak yg bg reaction yg opposite, i just dunno wats de problem, but they kind a pulaukan me, is she angry? erm.. i think i didnt wrote unnecerely stuff inside doze cards! just playing franks bg bunga api, adalah! well, its kebetulan aku ttba tringin nak main bunga api, beli laa satu paket tu.. main 2 btg jer~ ada lebih 6 btg.. so, y not masukkan dlm kad raya? iz dat a big prob? i dunt think so, i wanna ask em, but im afraid. i dunno y im afraid since i did nothing worng, maybe i did do summin huh? ntahlaah, x sedap hati gak,,, 2 month cuti, i didnt ask them wats de prob. y they r staring at me wiz dis nasty look. ape... pelik sgt ke klu aku bg kad raye? apa yg aku rasa skrang nih~~ hy dgn sekeping kad.. (yg mana kat dalam kad tu aku cume mohon maaf & doakan kebahagiaan,,,) mampu menceriakan hari seseorang and dekatkan lagi aku ngan diorang and x kurang juge, menimbulkan ketaksenang hatian and menjauhkan lg aku ngan diorang. arghh aku pun naik pening well, i hope those negetif thing yg ive been feeling is just my feeling, just silap faham! Amin!!! i dunt wanna create an awful keadaan...............
anyway.. Happy Raya Day!! |
Archive for Nov 10, 2004
