republish n edited from 13 march 2010, facebook:
shes not the type of person who is close to her father.
shes not the type of person who is close to her father.
what she does, what she eat, where she goes, whos her friends, what she learnt, need not be told to her father.
she sees her father as someone that she should respect and obey, not as someone that she could share toughts and silly stories.
for all that, had made her somehow be much further apart from him. day by day.
seldom she asks whether he is in good health.
seldom had she called just to make sure everythings fine and going well.
she had forgotten, that she is her daughter. and he is her father. the only person who had raised her, educate her and support her in ways that she had never could understand.
back then she was so young in thinking.
she could not understand that he has his own way of expressing that he actually cares about his daughters.
ways that only he knows.
ways that she could never see, hear nor understand.
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she is now grown into a person, who can think and analyze critically.
she can now see the hidden things that he had been doing for her.
and now, she is trying hard to make him feel that he does bring a meaning in his daughters lives.
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her father is getting older.
wrinkles are getting much more obvious.
black hairs are starting to turn white.
time may not be enough to be spent together,
but she will make sure, her father would never regret,
she sees her father as someone that she should respect and obey, not as someone that she could share toughts and silly stories.
for all that, had made her somehow be much further apart from him. day by day.
seldom she asks whether he is in good health.
seldom had she called just to make sure everythings fine and going well.
she had forgotten, that she is her daughter. and he is her father. the only person who had raised her, educate her and support her in ways that she had never could understand.
back then she was so young in thinking.
she could not understand that he has his own way of expressing that he actually cares about his daughters.
ways that only he knows.
ways that she could never see, hear nor understand.
.
she is now grown into a person, who can think and analyze critically.
she can now see the hidden things that he had been doing for her.
and now, she is trying hard to make him feel that he does bring a meaning in his daughters lives.
.
her father is getting older.
wrinkles are getting much more obvious.
black hairs are starting to turn white.
time may not be enough to be spent together,
but she will make sure, her father would never regret,
for having her, as his youngest daughter.
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"“Walau bagaimana buruk sekali pun perangai kedua ibubapa kita itu bukan urusan kita, urusan kita ialah menjaga mereka dengan penuh kasih sayang sebagaimana mereka menjaga kita sewaktu kecil hingga dewasa.
Walau banyak mana sekali pun dosa yang mereka lakukan, itu juga bukan urusan kita, urusan kita ialah meminta ampun kepada Allah S.W.T supaya kedua ibubapa kita diampuni Allah S.W.T.
Doa anak yang soleh akan membantu kedua ibubapanya mendapat tempat yang baik di akhirat, inilah yang dinanti-nantikan oleh para ibubapa di alam kubur.
Erti sayang seorang anak kepada ibu dan bapanya bukan melalui hantaran wang ringgit, tetapi sayang seorang anak pada kedua ibubapanya ialah dengan doanya supaya kedua ibubapanya mendapat tempat yang terbaik di sisi Allah.” - quoted
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Ya Allah, love my father as how he had loved me since i was little..
kerana aku bukan makhluk pengkhianat
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"“Walau bagaimana buruk sekali pun perangai kedua ibubapa kita itu bukan urusan kita, urusan kita ialah menjaga mereka dengan penuh kasih sayang sebagaimana mereka menjaga kita sewaktu kecil hingga dewasa.
Walau banyak mana sekali pun dosa yang mereka lakukan, itu juga bukan urusan kita, urusan kita ialah meminta ampun kepada Allah S.W.T supaya kedua ibubapa kita diampuni Allah S.W.T.
Doa anak yang soleh akan membantu kedua ibubapanya mendapat tempat yang baik di akhirat, inilah yang dinanti-nantikan oleh para ibubapa di alam kubur.
Erti sayang seorang anak kepada ibu dan bapanya bukan melalui hantaran wang ringgit, tetapi sayang seorang anak pada kedua ibubapanya ialah dengan doanya supaya kedua ibubapanya mendapat tempat yang terbaik di sisi Allah.” - quoted
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Ya Allah, love my father as how he had loved me since i was little..
selamat hari bapa buat ayahanda.
semoga mampu terima ijjlal sebagai si puteri bongsu.
semoga mampu terima ijjlal sebagai si puteri bongsu.
salam puteri,
kerana aku bukan makhluk pengkhianat
kata hati : post byk entry sbb akan hibernate dlm seminggu akan datang. jumpa lagi insyaAllah.. salaam wbt.
"she sees her father as someone that she should respect and obey, not as someone that she could share toughts and silly stories" - I bet for years the father thought: "How I wish my dear daughter would share her thoughts and little stories."
thank you..
hmm.. some people just have to learn the art of listening and responding.
not everyone have such skills.
and my dear father is among those kind of person.
plus, its not easy to instantly change after like, 21 yrs of living.
trying to understand, is the least that i can do. (for now)